Thank you Barbara,and thank you Darlene. I'm not sure how to navigate through this web site yet,and how to properly reply to each person. I will learn. I do believe that I've found the right place to be. Not to many people have understood what I've tried to tell them about my condition. Symbolically,I feel like I've been walking through a maze,and during the walk,I feel like I've become a shaddered mirror many times,and people around me never understand. I thank you all for understanding. I'm going to read those areas that you have shown me. This could not have come at a better time.