I wrote a message,and checked the spelling check,and I went to the pop up,and clicked on the temporary allow pop up, and my message disappeared. Has anyone else had that problem on this site? I don't feel like writing out what's hurting me again tonight. I'm tired of it. I'm alone,and no one around me wants to hear how I'm hurting,when I am trying to get some comfort. I don't know what to do. I've exausted everone's patience. I've had the fear/anxiety from my teenage years,and fear,and anxiety was a stigma of shame in which I've never recovered from,in my teenage years. I hear misdiagnosis from people who don't know what they are talking about,and I hear someone else repeating something about me that is not correct. This hurt's. Then they don't want to be confronted that they are wrong. So I guess that when I try to shed some light into my own condition,my explaination is not credible,after I have heard from my doctor what I have.The doctors cannot tell anyone what you have,and when you try to tell other people what it is,they say it's something else,and add their own little version of it. It's rarly told in a proper perspective,in the right way. I'm tired of that,I'm tired of the pain in my chest,I'm tired of turning on the TV,and hearing all of this heighten fear,and hype,and not getting any help from Social Security Disability. I'm frustrated because of the lack of politeness from people who are suppose to help you,if you can afford it. I've lost my insurence,and I'm running out of money. After 9/11 everything changed. It seems to be all business now,and people don't come first. People didn't use to know anything about mental,and emotional problems,and now that they do,the price of Medication,insurence,and hospital stays have risen beyond control,and there doesn't seem to be a thing that any of us can do about it. What do we do about it? We are people like everyone else,yet our problems are considered to be special problems,and cost even more. Because I have problems like this,I could only get e job that didn't pay very much,and when I got worse,and am not working,I loose my insurence. I paid that Cobra Insurence for awhile,but it was so high,I couldn't afford it,and had to drop it. I'm very frustrated. I could go on,but no one would want to read it probably. Please pray for me.