i lost 2 babies. my daughter lil'monkey was the only surviving triplet.

her brother and sister will never be forgotten. we buy gifts for them and donate them on the angel trees or toys for tots.

it's our way of including them, honoring them and giving to other children.

knowing that this will be a painful year will help. you will be more aware of the signs of grief. but still...it will hit you like a sledge hammer some days. it's been 13 years for me. and i still get smacked.

my husband is the stepfather. he doesn't understand my grief or lil'monkey's on her emptiness. you can't force your husband to talk orlook at pictures, but you can't conform to his way of grieving. if you and your girls need to talk about your sweety every day...then do it. she may not be there physically, but she is always there in spirit and in your heart.



my pm box is always open if you need to talk more in private. or chat.