Dear Nikko,

Yes, I am on my way to getting my hair done.

It was nice of my colleages to invite to see the play today. They are guys and they normally drink when they get together -- and I don't drink.
So it is nice that one of them thought to invite me to a day time activity. And one is bringing his wife.


You know the real reason I said no?
If I spent the afternoon with them I would end up outing myself. When I am depressed I act manicky -- can't explain. So if I were with them for a few hours the cat would be out of the bag and they would know that I am nuts.
Right now they suspect but they don't know for sure. I am going to keep it that way.

The pdocs and the tdocs have worked for many years on the sleep thing. I eventually stopped talking to them about it. But I did call my accupunturist about my recent sleep freak out. She called me back at 11:00 pm last night -- she knew I was up. lol.
Anyway, she'll get back to me this weekend.

Hubby gets more stressed out about bills than I do -- even though he is better at it.
Plus he has some controlling tendencies and I don't want to be in a possition where I have to explain my expenditures to him and truthfully, he doesn't want that either. So we have a stupid bill system for now.

Mari