I'm dreading the holidays too and this year will be extra hard. In a few short days all the holiday songs will be playing and the traffic will be unbearable. I don't have many to shop for thank goodness. But when it comes time to decorate my tree the tears will be flowing. My mom bought me a keepsake ornament every year and I've been saving them and faithfully put them on the tree to remind me of them and our memories together.