Just got back from singing in choir at a Thanksgiving service. I feel like I'm going to keel over. Why is it we can do so well in the moment, not feel so much pain, then when an event ends, it feels like you're gonna die??

The sermon did mention how we should be ever thankful, and I truly am for my family, my doctor, etc. I also try to see how my illness can be a blessing: ie, now I have to ask for help, and don't/can't do everything myself, as a nurse I've been able to talk to a lot of folks about their conditions and help guide them. I just get so tired sometimes. I want to be normal again....

Tricia