Thanks for your comforting reply. i have been feeling very awkward lately and i think the first "chance" i get, it comes through. this is also why i am posting haphazardly. probably this is better actually, because when i get perfectionist about posting it can blocks me totally.
i do know you mean well and i enjoy reading your posts too. i am glad you are here, and i have learned a great deal from you over the years. you have taught me perspective, for instance. At times you have given me great serenity.
i think i also was in a weird place when i posted. i have been kinda weird and also stressed. Immediate, intermediate, and long-term situations, hormones, migraines and back pain, and meds/chemicals on a depressive canvas. it makes for a weird picture.
are you feeling any better/different?
~ waves ~