((((((Linda)))))),
I do -- I *DO* -- pray for an easing of your pain so you can remember how wonderful it was to have David in your life.
I know you can't believe it now because you still hurt so much. But, the memories, THE MEMORIES, are what we all have. Memories of childhool. Memories of laughter. Memories of our Mothers and Fathers. And, if we were lucky, memories of our Grandfathers and our Grandmothers.
Memories are such an incredible gift. They connect the generations. But, we can't open the gifts until the tears lessen. I still ache for my Brother. I still miss him. It's been over 41 years now. But, when I go to sleep at night or when my mind wanders during the day, I have all those wonderful memories.
I wish that for you, Linda -- an easing of your pain -- so you can live the life that David wants you to live.
BIG HUGS (and love).
Barb