It's very good to meet you! I'm sorry you are having such a rough time right now, but I have to second what Gumby said. I know that it's the hardest thing in the world to live with no security and little physical contact, especially when you need both so very much right now. But I do hope you hang in there. You never know when the first day of a better life will begin. Good luck and the very best of wishes to you!

Idealist