You are very welcome Sunnyside but we haven't done anything yet. *grin
We are hard to get rid of....oh and don't worry for a second about our CT (Tena) She is one tough lady who just keeps on keeping on.

Now about you........we get it...you wish you were dead. We've all felt that way at times...some of us still do. It's nothing to be embarrassed about...it's important to talk about how you feel. (That old elephant in the room that doesn't go away)

Have you read Pter's wise words at the top of the forum? The ones about redirecting your thoughts...about rescuing yourself on a daily basis?

Hopelessness is an awful feeling...you need a reason to live. And here we all are...wanting to be one of your reasons.