I too, moved away from family, and at times, I seriously think about moving back, especially holiday times. We are a very family oriented group and we do spend holidays together, so the holidays are tough for me. Thanksgiving hits me especially hard and this year was no exception. On the Friday after, my daughter im'd me in aol and asked if she could come spend December with mebless her heart, was just what I needed. She has come out and spent every Christmas with me since I have been here, but I didn't expect it this year. Usually I drive to Michigan for a vacation in December, but was there in May for a wedding this year and absolutely need to go in April for the birth of my next grandbaby, so can't go now. Her coming will be wonderful, just the pick-me-up I needed.

I have my tree up, but will wait for her to get here on Wednesday to decorate it. She doesn't care, but I want her to help. My kids always teased me about my need to celebrate Christmas from Halloween until New Years!

This will be my decision year--stay or go back. Michigan has such a high unemployment rate right now and I have a good job here with full coverage insurance--we all know how important that is. I love my family and I miss them so much. I love it here too, I just wish I had a significant other with me, that's the hardest part. What to do?

I am a firm believer in the fact that everything happens for a reason and I know I am here for a very good reason.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Deb