Hi. Many good wishes and thoughts your way. I know when I was going to Cleveland it was so draining to get ready and so much anxiety came of course with it. Try though very hard to stay in the moment. Focus on what you have to do today to get through and try to remain positive. Regardless you can't give up hope. I know at cc the shuttle service was very good and actually much better then when I drove to the hospital now that was stressful. Make sure to ask for any help you need cause sometimes people forget or don't offer. Its nice your husband is coming. Maybe there will be some good movies on cable. Don't forget comfy clothes. This may sound stupid or babyish but when I go to the hospital even if I stay at a hotel if its more then a day or two I bring my comforter and pillow. My mom said were throwing it away my comforter though if I get well she said when I get better. Its bad luck but it brings me comfort when I'm in a place like the hospital or similar. Ok many hugs