I hope that you are comforted in knowing that you are who you are today because you knew her.

She has given you a great gift.

That is why you are writing about it now... it isn't too soon... who's definition of too soon is correct... who is to know but you....

and something moved you to write... something inside of you

I think you may be on the path to discovering how to carry on her special legacy...

she is inside you and will be there when you need her.

I'm so so sorry for your loss.

and sorry we had to meet this way.
I'm Addy from the Survivors of Suicide forums and old MGH forums.

take care of yourself,