7am here. Only went to the pool for an hour and half yesterday, started to feel flushed, then a onset of a headache. Then went to the pharmacy to pick up my furicet (headache pills) refill. My klonapin I can't pick up until the 4th. Whatever, I have 2 or 3 left. That prescription and all of my BP meds are free through where I go for my p-doc/therapy. So, what is a few days early? I know I took more than I usually do, but under the circumstances I needed to. Came home and rested.

Talked to my cousin in Jersey, she is still waiting for her house to sell. Her divorce will be final on my birthday Oct. 11th, she goes to court.

She wants to move here so bad, and I want her to so bad, I can't wait till her house sells.

My girlfriend from back East called, wants me to move back East when the lease is up here, she is so upset about what happened AGAIN with my husband. I can't, it costs so much to make a cross country move, I hate the weather there, but damn I miss my friends, plus my cousin may move here. Who knows at this point, I can only take everything one minute at a time.

I am so overwhelmed, and stupidly, I am trying to figure out what to wear to court for the 3rd time!

Woke up at 2am in a cold sweat, yuck.....woke up at 4am with a headache, took my med, went back to bed till 6am.

It;s another nice day, so maybe I will go to the pool, I told my friends I would, but I never know how I am going to feel.

Sorry, I am going on and on again, I think I am having some hyper whatever BP II's have on and off.

Have a wonderful Sunday, enjoy - life is so short......Hugs, Nikko