Hi, I said a prayer for you too from over here. Can you remind me what happened to you and when - I either haven't seen or have forgotten. I really don't know what to say to you, other than that old cliche - but I do think that I understand some of how you feel, every time I bang, trip or shake my head up I am thinking "I can't do this all from the start again" and am absolutely terrified that I'll be back where I was at 6 years ago. I found what I believe minimises damage or shortens recovery from the new bang and that is shutting myself up in a dark room for 3 days and basically doing nothing. 6 weeks ago when I banged my head again I was sent off for another c/t scan - I discharged myself as the hospital was too noisey for me and thought that it was doing more harm than good. Being told to be careful all the time doesn't do anything other than make me want to scream - for goodness we are always being careful none of us want to bang our heads again ever!! Lynlee