I wonder if I can say that my hopes and wishes for this season are gone...

I wonder if I should keep going to my doc or just say the heck with it, nothing's really making me feel better anyway.....

I wonder if I can let you all know...that yes...I have tried communicating with the person who's not talking to me...but have yet to hear back...I only have this person's work email and work number...

I wonder if I can really call this person my friend or even if I should...seems to me that maybe it's more of a client relationship than a friendship. (I've brought that fact up to this person and they say no...they think of me as a friend. fyi.. I am a client too.)

I wonder what's going on... my life seems good for a few days then the bottom drops out.

I wonder if you all know that I have been fighting but I really don't have much if any fight left.

I wonder if I can say I'm sorry... I'll go now.

Abbie