It ticks me off that I was so down that I posted in a very negative tone, and was embarrassed enough to edit it out!

It ticks me off that I would put my negative thoughts into words, risking hurting someone unintentionally.

It ticks me off that I feel that way at all, since I finally got moved into a place that I felt I would be happier than ever in a very long time!

It ticks me off that this living arrangement isn't working out so well at times, making me very depressed.

It ticks me off that I have made another mistake in judging my daughter's character, and in trusting her with a promise!

**Hi Bobbi...thanks for the greeting! You too Addy!

**Sending out a *wave* to those I've missed...I'm happy to see so many of you that I used to stay in touch with on OBT!

**Hi KellWants....!! *waves** I'm sorry that I felt I needed to edit those words you have posted about, but I appreciate that you seem to understand where I am coming from! It hurts to feel so misunderstood at times. There are many others here that have the gift of being able to post something so helpful to others, with so few words. It seems that alot of my posts are a bit rough around the edges. Remember, you are not alone, and cared about very much!

**Hi Idealist...Thanks for asking about the latest in my living situation! I was only living at my brother's for 2 months after my divorce. Then he decided to move another woman into the house, breaking his promise to me, by renting out half of my room to her daughter. I moved to my best friends' couch for a couple of months, then to a temporary apt. for 3 mo., and then subsidized housing for the last 2 years. I just moved to FL a couple of months ago, and found a really nice place to plant myself, with my daughter as a roommate. All of that without being able to drive made it a VERY stressful situation, every step of the way!

There has been lots of crap in between, as well as some wonderful blessings from some very special friends that I was able to stay in contact with, even though the OBT site went down. These friends ARE the bright spot in my life, and I am always paranoid of messing things up, due to my big mouth overriding my ****! I'm good at that! I'm also getting very tired, but somehow continue to get up and take a step forward. One day at a time...although it tends to leave alot to be ticked off about at times!

Thanks for checking on me! Many thanks to all of you that continue to support, and try to understand me! You know who you are, and it makes a huge difference!

~Kimmy
xoxo