I wonder if this post will work... the one last night disappeared..

I wonder...

if I could disappear for just a little while ????

if I could post those poems without getting scared, angry at myself, or feeling judged.

if my brain could hold onto thoughts for more than 5 seconds....

if everyone knows I appreciate the things you say - it is just hard for things to sink in right now.......

if I can say I really like reading the poetry thread ......

if Alffe and Addy would post their banana bread receipes.....

if Vicky is doing okay... and David... and everyone else....