I went through the same thing. It was called mental illness or that I was crazy. My friends did not want to be around me because they were afraid I would have a seizure when I was with them. Even though I explained about my type of seizure they avoided me.
I was so sad and depressed by it, but finally moved away, got started in my own business and made new friends. Now that I am disabled and unable to work, I am all alone again, but have been going to church where the few friends I have left go, and as a result I have made new friends.
My heart goes out to you and I will keep you in my prayers. Also count me as a new on-line friend.