hey Shelly,
long time no see.
I know that sucky feeling, sorry it happened to you.
Is there some reason they have decided to go back to the tegretol after it messed with your memory before ?

Its been so long since I have talked to you that I dont remember if you have tried other meds. There are some.. lamictal is one that comes to mind, that usually wont mess with the memory so much. You have to go really slow getting your levels up on it, but it might be worth a shot.

I hope things improve !
Pam