Lynlee, I hope you will be able to get the Provigil and that it will help you. You definitely deserve to be awake all day - not too much to ask for this Christmas season - or any time for that matter! I don't have a job, so I didn't have to deal with that stress. Well if I had one, I probably would have lost it anyway. But honestly, I am so tired of myself and thinking of my head all day, so my plan is to look for some volunteer work soon. Take care and a good weekend to all.