I don't want to feel this way with the holidays coming soon. Everywhere I turn I am remined of the husband I don't have anymore. This will be my second year without him. There is constance reminders when I am shopping of what I have bought him past Christmas's. Then the memories flood up of the fun we have had.

Appreciate the husband you have, for all to soon they are gone. Things are not the same anymore. You try to live in the present and it is so hard. I often think of what I would do, if I could spend one day with him now. I would tell him how much I love him and how much I appreciate all he has done for me. Time is precious people, make it count.
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Billie