Vic,
I was reading you post, and some replies, and was so happy to see by your second post that your spirits seemed to be lifted somewhat. I could so relate to your first post and have been going through a tough time in the last few weeks and feeling fed up with it all, and really angry about having to go back on methadone again...but out of the blue a random act of kindness by a complete stranger touched my soul and has given me strength where I felt like I had none.
I know it is hard pouring out feelings and venting, but I think this is a really healthy place to do that. We all face this monster RSD each in our own way, but the beauty of a forum like this is that it does give us a place to talk about it..where others will understand. I know I spend so much of my life trying to hide and downplay pain, that it is nice to have a place to 'tell it like it is'.
I believe that there are living angels out there and that sometimes we are lucky enough to come across them. When the pain and the problems get bad it is hard to have faith in ourselves and our purpose here in life...but if we can find it, it is what keeps us going. Hang in there, and I hope you get some answers soon, and some relief as well.
Gentle huggs
Kimberly