is very truly reassuring! What one who has not been thru it imagines, vs. what really IS, is a big, big gully? I won't go into my own fears about it all, as I've not had to do it, nor anticipate such in the future...I 'd be yelping full time otherwise?
I am soo glad that you are HOME, and in once piece after such an 'investigation' into your whole-ness. It takes time to process such invasive and non-invasive processes that you have been thru....especially in such a short period of time!? I truly hope and pray that you are steps further to a clear diagnosis and then more importanly, a TREATMENT! Any Things that can help to get you relief and treatments is key to life better than that of total and constant pain. I hope beyond hope that that is your Gift for this new year! A life with a future that isn't a downer!

's for now, Just wish it could be more than the 'cyber-kind'. - j