I really am ambivalent to discuss this as I was hoping things were going to be different at this time of the year for us, but alas it is not. Unfortunately, I have still been unable to conceive or maintain a pregnancy, and we had said that if by the end of the year if I was not pregnant I would start on Tysabri, and we would start on the adoption bandwagon.

While I feel happy about starting back on something for my MS again, I feel like I have failed in the female department for some reason. I know there are many others out there who have gone through what we have, but for some reason at this time of year, it's really harder on us than at any other time of the year.

I guess it just reminds me of all the ways that my body has failed me already. At least I still have you lot!