Lynlee,
You do have a right to a good moaning session and you are in a rough place, having to be patient and wait! Especially since most things in your life were improved with a little effort and focus and now you only feel worse with too much effort and focus! This is a very tricky, everything in moderation stradegy with PCS! Those that just let things go and spend less time worrying probably are better off here. It's a rough time of year for all souls who are unhappy with parts of their lifes and hopefully January will bring you some relief. I hope and pray for a healthier 2008 for you!!
Nancy