They won't take the VNS out. It stays in forever.

I went to see my Dr. today. He thinks this is a temporary thing. I didn't have the heart to say I didn't want it anymore.

We turned it up a few weeks ago and I am thinking it triggered all of the horrible things I have delt with this week but what really bothers me with it is that I can't shut if off myself and the hospital in our area doesn't even know what they are. My Nurse reaffirmed that to me today as did my Dr.

He thinks too it's due to the holidays and thoughts of Bill. I guess part of it is.

Thanks for your good thoughts girl. I sure hope you have a great holiday season and that the New Year brings you a lot less pain.

It's great to see you on here and so good about answering everyone and showing you care.

Ada