I wonder if I can say that I have really been depressed and scared and not so sure I want to stick around but hanging in a bit better today.

I wonder if you all know that you have given me some of the best gifts someone can get for Christmas or any other times of year...

- A thoughtful "Are you okay?" when everything seems dark.

- A "Hi, I've been there.. if you every need to talk."

- A cyber hug - amazing how you can feel them!

- A shared poem to express what is so very hard to say.

I wonder if that is just so sad that I have to hang on to words, but I do.