My wish is that I finally learn this lesson* and I don't need something worse to happen to me to "get it".

*Lesson being, not being kind to myself, being an overachiever, letting pride get in the way of a lot of things, the need to prove how smart I am to everyone, the need to be perfect, not allowing people to help me (the list goes on to infinity- but I suspect you get it by now).

My wish is that if/when I finally do get this lesson- I'm magically taken back to the way I was before all this happened, with a new understanding of what's really important.

I also wish good healing for every dear person in this group.