Put it for now in your hands if it's not somethink like bloodpressure med.
hearts meds. give it a break..When my Mom was beginning to feel like
a Guinea Pig,my Cousin sent her a letter and told her to put it in the hands of
God,for her to rest ,and a angle was at her side she did..Then have the streghth to go on to one more Dr..So I will pass this on to you,my Mom carried 2 letters the last one from her Mom,and this one from my much younger cousin...When my Uncle lost the feeling in his legs because of a
surcery,I sent it to him,when he got tired of rehab..He resting and now feels pain in his legs,that's good he's feeling movement in his legs.

So forget the others trust your heart,and put it in the hands of Got for awhile..I have decided to do this,and being a nurse for 25 yrs. relatives mean well (some times) but can say hurtful ,cruel mean things. Now if they say
I would give anything to help you get throgh your illness and I promise
to stand by until they do.thease are the one's to care about,tell the others
In a nice way,because that's you ,if you need help you will not listen to
the way they talk to you..Because it makes you feel worse...Good luck Dear,
and Mirracles do happen,so don't give up..Your aready speaking up and we have all I bet have felt that somethimes..I have been going through this.hugs Sue