I hear what your going through. I've had epilepsy since I was 1 and everything was going good till I had 2 seizures when I was in high school then I started seeing people fade out of my friendship with no reason. Then I was diagnosed with a neuromuscular disease a few years ago and almost everyone dropped out of site. They seem to get scared because they don't know what to do if anything happens (I think anyways) but if a person tries to tell them about it and what to do, they have selective hearing. The few true friends I have they always ask me how my day is going or how I'm doing, they don't ask me about my health ( don't like getting asked about my health because thats all people will talk about). The new friends I make, I tell them up front about everything, if they can't cope with it best of luck to them. I'd rather have the few true friends rather than have lots of friends acting to be my friend.

Friendship is reaching for a hand there by touching a heart