it's YOUR body and YOUR life.
take a breather. going to all these dr's and explaining the same thing over and over again is draining. that doesn't help you physically. the other emotional stresses don't either.
it's not like you said forever. you can decide at anytime that you want to start the dr rounds again.
i am proud of you buddy. your last statement says a lot to me. a big weight has been removed from your shoulders.
time to heal from the inside.
and ditto what cheri said.