hi all,
thank you all for your responses and taking care ..
and, 0357, thank you for the "MS Society's site" reference .. great site ..
thank you all, I appreciate every single idea ..

my docs now tell me "almost everything is clear, and you look quite good", so just wait and live "your normal life" ... but - I walk like drunk, which I do not like at all; my monitor (walls in the room, trees in the street, whatever) is "sliding/dancing/wawing in all directions in front of my eyes ... and as an illustrator /photo-retouch editor (etc.) I need my right hand to draw, need my eyes to see colors .. which I sometimes simply cant "use" .. so my life does not look like normal any more, and I have no idea what is wrong ..

I know many people have to deal with much more serious problems ..
I am just trying to find - somehow - something more than "just wait" .. that is why I am here ..

your questions: I have never had any attack, my tests for lyme were negative (but positive for mononucleosis); MS specialist is not available for me (here) until I am diagnosed with MS; my MRI were made without the enhancement (brain, cervical spine); I have never considered lupus - I will try to find some more information..

thank you,
take care
a.

p.s.
agate, ahoj it is nice to see Czech here