Karolina:

I know how bad guilt can make us feel. I divorced my husband this past July and he passed about 3 weeks ago. Somehow the guilt has to be let go or else it can ruin us. Know in your heart that your son does not want you to be going through this. I know it is easier said than done and I do offer you my condolences. It is something no parent should have to go through. I truely feel for you.

befuddled2