ssd, no one here can give you one answer than solves all of lifes problems.

if you have toxic people in your life, then the best thing is to get away from them. at any cost. what ever it takes. starting over is not easy, but there is help out there.

but like alffe said, YOU have to find that tiny seed of want. feed it and help it grow into the desire to live.

nobody has the right to ever make another person feel that the one chance they have at life...is not worth living.

i think you do have some want in you. if you didn't, you never would have joined and even posted once. we never would have known you even exhisted.

take it minute by minute.