Seems to me like you are playing with fire. My mother suffered a major stroke when she was only 46 years old. She never recovered from this stoke. She was paralyzed, in a wheelchair with no use of her left side.

She lived 33 more years. She lived only half a life, never getting out of the house unless we could take her. Never shopping, never anything that she really wanted to do. It took away her independence, her dignity and finally her family as my father divorced her.

I kept her at home as long as I could, but finally was unable to care for her with my own health problems. She suffered a final stroke last year.

I was a witness to that stroke and trust me, it wasn't pretty. It left me with a memory that isn't likely to be forgotten.

Now.....do you want to go thru all of this?? Seems like a waste of a good life to me.

You have been given excellent advice, forget the money, get yourself to good medical help. It means your life. A stoke can cripple and kill you.

Billye