Hi I did the same - why do we do it - because that is what we have always done! Breakfast/brunch at my brothers and then I did Christmas Dinner.

No1, I should not have gone across town to my brothers for breakfast, no 2 I should not have had everybody for dinner! After totally over doing it Christmas day - I thought that the provigil would come along and rescue me - all would be great and I would live happy ever after. So as a consequence - I am over tired and disappointed and yesterday was my melt down. Back to the will I ever be back to my normal again.

Please do not call yourself useless - I USED to do that the psychologist that I was seeing before Christmas dealt to me on that - you are not useless, none of us are uselss - it is just that at present some and only some of our talents are in hiding.

My latest - you know how I told you about the step daughter neuro - well there is a step neice who is a chiropracter specialises in new borns, however her employer - is well versed on PCS - they are going to orgainise an appt for all of them to meet x ray spine etc and treat me!!!!!! I didn't know we had this in the country - so here I go again - hope building up again ............ the problem is the higher your hopes...........

hugs Lori peace calm relax

Lynlee