Becca, I have had neueropathy for about 7 years now, and the first year I had it I felt just as desperate as you sound. I couldn't believe how severe the pain was, how constant, I couldn't sleep, terrible depression, etc. I am glad to say that I have found some relief through medication for the pain. I still have pain and live a modified lifestyle, but I have it under control and can enjoy life. I just want to say that you should have hope, keep pressing your doctors for pain treatment. There are a number of things that can be tried for pain, but you have to be persistant. Hang in there.