Hi there

I am so sorry about everything that you and your husband are going through ((hugs))
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We had to have our 13 year old Springer Spaniel, Ben put to sleep in October because of a nasal tumour - it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I still cry now.
We now have a 4 month old springer spaniel called Jack.

Have you thought about keeping a memory/keepsake box? I made a memory box when Ben died and put his lead, collar, chews, toys, photographs in it. It really helped and everytime I am upset I look at it and think of all the happy times I had with Ben.

Sorry again
Love
Alison