I know my ex-husband was not the best person and especially to me but we did also have good times. I know that today something that my husband use to say time and time again just flew out of my mouth and got me to laughing when my friend I said it to laughed.

Now that Christmas is over and there will soon be the fight to make it financially and the real cold hard fact that I will never be able see or speak to my ex again so does come the depression. My heart aches like big gashing wound or worse but I do find comfort that my ex still lives in my heart and soul.

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