Thanks for the response, I will definitly check them out, Also wondering about peoples thoughts on ptsd vs pcs. My first child was born when I was 19. 35 surgeries in her first 2 years of life, I took care of her ivs and feeding tubes 24 hrs a day, her going into cardiac arrest many times, losing my very best friend at 24, had ppo's against a stalker, another critically and chronically ill child, my accidents, to name a few things I have been through in a decade. I know ptsd can have lasting effects, I also believe my injured brain has every right to be irritable. How do I know the difference?