You have your age working in your favor. Younger people are much more likely to achieve remission. Don't give up. You have a two year window where treatment is more likely to work so try to get treatment. Painrelief, blocks, the pump, and several other treatments can be effective.

Don't give up hope even if you can't lose this thing. It will change your life but it won't necessarily destroy it. Have what fun you can and try to stay upbeat.

Best of luck.