Man Joyce,
I'm so sorry you're having to deal with these feelings. I know it's hard to keep going but that is the only way to go....................forward and try and be positive. NOT positive your "down"

but positive that things will get better or more tolerable.
You and Sally seem to have much in common and I really respect both of you for coming here day in and day out and actually spreading your spirit of light and hope to the rest of us.
Well, I refuse to get maudlin about the time of year or my circumstances. I want you both to know that there is light at the end of the tunnel and it is NOT a train. It's your cyber friends with a lantern to show you the way out. We're all in this together and we will leave no one behind.
"Rejoice in the day the Lord has given." I think that's how it goes.
Joyce and Sally.............
