if i don't post for a while consider it a self imposed straightjacket coz i am having to delete my junk all over i spew and then it's like all off kilter... like in that clutter thread the clutteriest thing was my head i think, what the heck does my self analysis have to dow ith Mari's junk. ZERO. so i chopped it down.

but i've like pm'd personal stuf and ... way too much


well if i'm not here... its not coz i don't want to be with you guys... its just i can't seem to wrap my brain around a single thing without a million others creeping in, and in my natural state i have logorrhea and parenthetical speech and now its like forgetit...

ok. stop. i'll be thinking baout you guys... i don't know if i'll post much till i can get some serious knockout zleep - 2 nights no sleep so far... nap yesterday for couple hours lol. no, not lol.

byte for now
i mean bye - for now

~ waves ~ from all over the freakin place and i have a handful of no no... shut up, go hit submit... later guys