Dear Mari

When i feel at my lowest, everything around me seems magnified...i go through stages of writing out lottery numbers from the last 6 months and try to see patterns...i watch the news also... intensely and get morbidly upset with life arround me... i then switch to dvds and watch film after film some repeatedly... it sounds a bit OCD but i now realise its part of me... i strive to break the chain asap.....

US politics/elections in itself is a long winded process and i can see the compulsion... more so if you desire change in someway...

But i'm a firm believer in 'too much of one thing makes you sick' theory......

David