Barby baby i am here too with you.

allnighter for me, it's 7.30 here as i write. took my am meds incl first neurontin "with the dregs of our coffee" as someone so aptly pointed out once... what a familiar feeling.

I want to wish you all the best for your meeting with the lawyer. i bet the acid reflux is partly due to all the anxiety that perhaps your tummy is tightening and preducing acid... that can happen with anxiety. i hope you have something to treat the tummy, but what about a prn anxiolytic, do you normally take lorazepam (Ativan) or anything similar? use good sense i saw that you upped your loxapine that's an AP yes, i used to have it "for sleep" as well... kinda surprised it didn't knock out the anxiety but hey, if it didnt it didn't so ......do you have something safe that you can take - a benzo, the amount you'd do for an anxiety attack?

i sure hope somehow you will feel better.

i am thinking, meds shreds, what about having a dry cracker or two, to absorb some of the nasty secretions?

Also, prop some nice pillows up - i hate when i have indigestion and have to try to sleep like that, but then i wake in he middle of the night feeling better tummywise, and settle down horizontal.

when you wake, do some light stretching. stretch your arms up up up, looking straight ahead, back, neck and arms aligned vertically.

And when you go in: Hold your Head High. even if your tummy is still cringing. still, Hold your Head High. you have gone through a lot, you've had to do it on your own, ppl have worked against you, but you have marched steadfastly onwards, and it is thus you WILL get through tomorrow, yes, anxious i know - i would be - i know, but ...

Hold Your Head HIGH.

Phenomenal WOMAN, thats YOU.

~ waves ~ wishing you dignified treatment, and positive, concrete outcome for tomorrow.