I have had an awful lot of embarrassing things happen to me as a result of TOS. Right now, this Methadone program that they are "tryin" on my is one of them. What makes it extra hard is that my jaw / ears hurt so much I can't talk comfortably, without immense pain, so I can't reach out to you that I love so much.

I don't think this methadone oes enough to cover my pain. It meses with my reality - A LOT

Right now I'm not drinking, or over medicating, but this program just doesnt run smoothly at all.

Heck, I can't even get into my questions to you guys about what toxic things it coud do to me!!!!

Please pray for me..I know that the scary dreams or snakes are not real, but still, they give an initial fear response tht can be good.