Hey Tam,

Get off that stuff. You cannot be living and thinking like this. Can you not go back to something that had previously worked at least a little until you can try something that is not messing so much with your mind?

I would be on the phone to the Doc saying NO MORE, NO WAY!!
If you are having so many problems right off the bat, what is the sense in remaining on it?

I wish I could be there with you to go the the Doc with you and help you when you are so weak and feeling defeated (sounds like it anyway). This is a temporary situation no matter how bad you feel.

Are you restricted in whom you see for medical care? I don't know why you are not getting referrals if this Doc needs someone to think outside the box for you.

I am here for you if you can think of ANY way I can help.

Anne