Originally Posted by vertigo

Hello friends,-- what kind of life are we expecting to live as time goes bye and our mind has become a stranger ?
Today they are searching for a 61 year old woman who are missing. They have found her car on a parking place in the Forrest, lots of snow and wind the last two days, - I was thinking, yes - that would be nice , if I should" loose myself ", walk out in the soft snow and be in the nature.
This is not a sad thing for me, the worst would be to sit in a chair ,feeling lonely, confused, forgotten and a burden. I know this is depressive thinking , but I love to be alive and I do not trust my children, they don`t understand my life and my suffering with PD.

I feel sorry for all of you, and I am glad that we still can have good times and sing, dance and have a glass of beer with our friends.

Annelise