Sorry you're going through this now, ((((((Mrs. Bear)))))). Especially at this time of the year. It does make the upcoming year look like it's gonna be OBSCENELY LONG, doesn't it

Sometimes, though, when we don't pay attention to our BEST INTERESTS, The Universe will step in and start whacking us upside the head because we're just NOT getting it the "normal way"

You might want to investigate Mondo Beyondo. It's still early. You have time to do it now. The start of the new year is a good time to look at the past year and its faults and foibles but also to take a look at your life now and visualize where you want to go and what you want to be.

I know ABSOLUTELY you are not someone who wants to have to medicate herself to fit in with a bunch of ****-heads

Hugs.

Barb